Consciously I sip the potent brew with deep respect to its ancient intelligence
As the medicinal vine coils through my flesh suit
The ego squishes against Her unparalleled force, resisting the loss of control
Best to let go and trust
I am here not only to improve activation of neural networks, increase mindfulness and decrease stress
But to evolve into the most loving human I can be
Deepening my breath
I drift beyond mindless concerns
To find myself enveloped in indescribable visions
Free in a divine, expansive realm
Where hurt surfaces to dissolve
Cradled in the arms of tough but unconditional love
My cosmic soul revealed
Connected in this blessed network of life
Animal and plant spirits relate messages of peace
Fractals of geometric light open doors to sacred wonders
On a level of heightened perception
My palms rest on my womb and heart
I feel my chest breathing
Tenderly participating in the journey without attachment, expectation or judgment
I find immense power in that surrender
Energy surges through sublime channels
Heavenly music pours through the maloca
I keel over to throw out heavier vibrations from the depths of my spirit
Tears stream down cheeks
A surreal cleansing detox
I would not bypass trauma to avoid discomfort, as tempting as it is
Tapping into a well of hidden courage I witness in myself
From feeling helpless to fearless
Embodying the divine feminine, an expression of the universal heart
Kali would not permit I forget to claim the Tantric witch within, and with Her presence comes radical transformation through remembrance
Access to the soul of creation as sacred serpents spiral like vines
Directions, seasons, past, present and future merge as one
My hands touch the earth
I bow my head to the magic of being alive
Feeling the heartbeat of Pachamama
Moving the hips in a primal fashion, releasing old emotions and stuck stories of how to be according to expectations of a sick society, never written by me, but those less in tune to their divinity and the song of Earth
Awareness sharpens
I communicate with loved ones dead and alive
Healing ancestral upset
I observe the complex, fascinating labyrinths of the mind
Waves of compassion birth force
I feel the jungle, islands, mountains, seas and stars pulse through my blood
Bathed in the moon’s pure white light, stars twinkle upon my crown
Awe for fire arises as mesmerizing flames burn sorrow away
Life-giving water flows clean and nourishes mouths of all
Perception is strangely amplified like I’ve been blessed with super powers
Worries purge forth but their recognition and release can be a painful process
I face darkness, trusting that when I fall, I can choose to get back up
Sensing harmony in chaos and a glimpse of curious humor
My mouth smiles as I merge with playful purity
Humbled by plant wisdom
I am an extension of Spirit; Her medicine pumping through my vulnerable yet bad ass body
Perhaps by working on my own vibration
The collectives will uplift too
That is my prayer
To appreciate, accept, and celebrate this blessed gift of life
Earth is my body Water is my blood Air is my breath Fire is my spirit
With love and gratitude
Aho
“All we can ever experience happens from within us
The wealth of life lies only in how you have allowed its experiences to enrich you
We are all seeking to become infinite” ~Sadhguru
